Yes they do all go together in one sentence. I never thought this would be a subject I would really openly talk about but thanks to a chat with the amazing @msgracefullnot via video call, I feel more able to open up and talk about my experiences. Having a neurological condition (or 2) has knock…Read more »

That is a big question and one I feel needs addressing, not just for me but for everyone going through a tough emotional time.  How many times have you crossed over the road to avoid having to talk to someone you know who has been through a traumatic time? How many times have you avoided…Read more »

Today has been one of those days that you wish You could start all over again.  I didn’t sleep well due to my usual washing machine thoughts plus really bad pains in my right arm, that had me calling out for pain relief at 5am. I’ve not had to ask for pain relief in the…Read more »

I just can’t stop my head from over thinking things and its driving me insane!!!  It’s 02:30 and for the past 3 hours my brain has decided to run through all my worries at the rate of a washing machine on a 1400 spin cycle!  Why now??? Why not when I’m sat watching TV or…Read more »

This past week has been an eye opener. A week I would like to kind of forget. To say it’s been an emotional week would be an understatement. I’ve cried so much I’m surprised I am not permanently red faced with puffy eyes. Emotions seem To have got the better of me and all I…Read more »

Well maybe they have a bit but as I type I am back on the Snowdon Neurological Rehabilitation Unit where I first began this blog 2 years ago.  I’ve not written for a while, mainly because life has kept me busy but also due to me not being able to put into words the feelings,…Read more »

Well Wednesday 14th September was the day I had my appointment with a consultant I’d never heard of. A consultant whose speciality is Multiple Sclerosis. After being told time and again by my lead consultant that we wouldn’t be getting any sort of diagnosis other than TM, I was wary as to what this doctor…Read more »

On Wednesday 14th Sept 2016 I have an appointment with the MS specialist at my local hospital.  I have been referred to them as I haven’t made the progress that was expected of me.   My most recent MRI scan showed no new lesions in my brain or C Spine which is good although I…Read more »

Well that’s total Croc!!!!! Pain is certainly not gaining me anything. Since Sunday I have been unable to use my right arm properly. It feels like a dead weight next to my body and when I move it I get shooting needle pain from top to bottom. It makes me feel physically sick and makes…Read more »

It’s been a while since I last posted on here. School holidays have been a tad hectic, keeping Adam occupied whilst grinning & bearing my symptoms. I’ve had to make sure I am awake when  Adam is as it wouldn’t be fair on him if I slept day in , day out.  We’ve managed 3…Read more »